My mind is currently on drought. And my spirit too. Recently, I have read again the story of Job. There is this certain verse that really captured my attention. I just forgot to bring my list of all the bible passages I like. Just as I have said. My mind is on drought. And the brain cells are on strike. And right now, it is the viruses that's doing all the work.
I hope they do come back soon.
Well, not only my brain cells are on strike but my past self as well. It had already left me. And to anyone who have seen him wandering, just let me know so that we could talk things over and be normal again. And who is this 'past self'? Ako iyun. Iyung ako noong unang panahon. Noong hindi pa ako nagkakaganito. Pesteng buhay.
To YOU up there, kelan ba ito matatapos? I have always been asking you to please take me away. No, don't take me away. Just blot me out. Remove me from existence. And let no traces of me be left. Not even memories. Please. I do hope that you are going to answer my prayer. Kahit itong dasal ko na lang na ito ang sagutin mo, masaya na ako. Kahit mawawala na ako.
I know this is just a selfish way to evade all those things that are haunting me. But please. For the last time. Heed my prayer. That's all.
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