Hindi ako nahihiya na sabihin sa lahat ng tao na iyakin ako. Yes, I would cry every now and then and just before I slept last night, I cried.
Lately, I've been making a lot of wrong decisions. And right now, I'm still suffering from the consequences of those stupid decisions. I have not been studying well this semester. My grades are really bad. An my only hope is that one subject which is not really related to my course. Even with my course, I'm having second thoughts on whether I should continue or not. And even with my alma mater, the school that every student would want to enter, I'm thinking of leaving it.
It may be another stupid decision but I want to escape from the pains it has caused me. Oo, naghahanap ako ng isang mabilisang pagtakas sa mga problema na kinakaharap ko ngayon. I know that there is no short cut way to success. Everything has to be done step by step. There is no such thing as instant prosperity and good life. But at this point in my life, I would rather choose to escape from it all.
Last Friday, my mother and I went to Quiapo church. It was not part of our plans for that day but since it was still early and it was Friday, we decided to go there. It was my first time to go there. I've heard a lot of stories that many have received miracles through the intercession of the Black Nazarene.
And so I prayed. But again, without knowing why, I cried. My prayer was simple: Help me get through this mess I've created.
And I hope, this would really end as soon as possible.
And to someone out there, I have to do that so that I can see you happy, even if I'm not the one causing your happiness.
As for my blog, I would soon be closing down some of my other blogs. I would just try to focus on maybe two or three blogs.
and to HIM, up there, I would really want to start a new life, please tell me how to do it.
Follow Christ.
Serve the People!
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hello =) hold on to Him. He is your very present HELP in times of need!
hold on to Him in times of trouble, all throughout the account of the Bible, it's never about us. It's all about Him fighting for us. Jesus said,
"Cast your burdens unto me" - seek first His kingdom as well and all these things shall be added unto you.
Set the focus right. Talking Him this way doesn't take a day of problematic encounters. Seek Him, read His words, be encouraged, and build a relationship with Him
men cry =P
I just remembered an illustration I've heard a long time ago. It says something like, if our problem seems as big as the ship but our God is bigger than the ocean. It simply tells us that there is HOPE in HIm. God bless sa inyo and in your searching and asking may you truly experience the Love of God.
Follow Christ in whatever you do. May you find encouragement from above, enlightenment in your heart and clarity of mind as you seek Him. Make sure that you spend time alone with God and ask to be shown where your priorities really lie. It sounds as if you are going in many directions without a single direction of purpose and plan set forth by the Father. Blessings.
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